I am 11DPO and decided it was time to peek on a stick. It was positive. I did not feel joy or surprise or anything for that matter. I was mostly "meh" about it.
I went over to hubbs and told him. He gave me the customary hug and smile.
We went about the rest of our day.
Being the fourth time around, it doesn't mean anything anymore. Which is probably a good thing. If it meant as much as it did the first time, I would not be ready to handle another loss.
... and on that note... POSITIVE THOUGHTS POSITIVE THOUGHTS POSITIVE THOUGHTS