I want answers.
I want to get healthy.
I want the solution to be easy.
I want my husband to get healthy and stay that way.
I want to get pregnant. Like, yesterday.
I want the pregnancy to succeed.
I want this miscarriage bullshit to end.
I want it to be an easy 9 months just like last time.
I want to have a positive birth experience just like last time, maybe even better.
I want this baby to be as perfect as K.
I want another girl, but I will love a boy just as much.
I want to have an easy baby who sleeps like a champ.
I want to breastfeed again.
I want to make happy family memories and lots of hugs and laughter.
It's not too much to ask, right?