Things I want

I want answers.

I want to get healthy.

I want the solution to be easy.

I want my husband to get healthy and stay that way.

I want to get pregnant. Like, yesterday.

I want the pregnancy to succeed.

I want this miscarriage bullshit to end.

I want it to be an easy 9 months just like last time.

I want to have a positive birth experience just like last time, maybe even better.

I want this baby to be as perfect as K.

I want another girl, but I will love a boy just as much.

I want to have an easy baby who sleeps like a champ.

I want to breastfeed again.

I want to make happy family memories and lots of hugs and laughter.

It's not too much to ask, right?